Confusion.

Something is wrong. But, what? I cannot tell. I know that there is something wrong, somewhere, though. Perhaps a life has ended? Someone dear to me? Thoughts that scare the soul race through my mind. My heart quivers, I don't want to lose anyone, not now, not yet. It's too early, always too early. No, no, no one can have passed. The time is not right. So, perhaps a change? A massive change. Whatever it is, it is not good.

I have lost sleep over it. I have cried sweet tears over it. And I am lost because of it. I am walking, spinning, in a black oblivion, with no sense of direction. Confusion in my only company.