My Love

How can I imagine? A sweet laughter shared between us. A smile playing on our lips, a sparkle in our eyes. This beautiful moment is so close. I can feel it. It's coming near, I just have to make it happen. I can't be vulnerable anymore, I can't only float down the river, I have to swim to shore. I have to swim to that grassy paradise and be with him. Finally, it's in view. Comfort fills me and I close my smiling eyes. Visions so sweet dance behind my eyelids. Visions of a beautiful future, filled with love and possibilities. A future I will make happen. It's my own heaven, my secluded paradise. His voice is the most beautiful song imaginable. Lulling and filled with excitement. Comedy-filled or somber, hearing it brings me to my perfect medium. Seeing his handsome face makes me smile, I imagine kissing his smiling lips. (A smile playing on our lips, a sparkle in our eyes.) In my mind I poke his perfect nose and he laughs. He is, no doubt, my angel. My savior, my love.